tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-50439371290519794902024-03-05T17:10:04.740-07:00Enjoy Everyday MomentsOur Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.comBlogger385125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-55241039632821126762012-06-09T19:08:00.001-06:002012-06-09T19:08:48.387-06:00Blog Switch!<div style="text-align: center;">
Since I am getting married in less that three weeks {isn't that SO exciting!?!} we are starting a new family blog. SO ... if you would like to follow it the address is: </div>
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Thank you all SO SO much for your love and support over the past several years and as we make this big transition in our lives, it means the world to us. </div>
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Me! </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-56620238248356938872012-01-31T20:48:00.002-07:002012-01-31T20:48:55.518-07:00by the way ...<div align="center">
... have you heard? </div>
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As of June I will be Mrs. Bradley Jensen. </div>
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Dang straight -- I'm getting hitched and I cannot, cannot, cannot wait!!!!! </div>
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He is pretty much perfect ... wait, no, he is absolutely perfect. </div>
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</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-41218348497930820602011-12-31T10:25:00.003-07:002011-12-31T10:25:30.585-07:00Dear 2011,<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I can’t believe it’s already the end of another year, time
passes quicker and quicker these days! But, ya know what 2011? I kinda like
you. Not because you were easy, not because you gave me everything I wanted,
not because I avoided hardship … but merely because of what you taught me and
who you allowed me to become during the past 12 months. </span>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I knew at the beginning of this year that I would be
changing, and changing for the good. I had high hopes for myself and for my
life. I resolved to be a better person, to be a better mom and most importantly
to be a better disciple. To be honest, I didn’t start off on the greatest foot
or with the best attitude but thankfully, that didn’t last long. As I look back
over the past year, I am honestly amazed at what I have conquered and what I
have learned and who I have become. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I like you, 2011, because you brought people into my life
that I needed. People that changed me for the good, people that taught me
valuable lessons, people that helped me through the challenges. It doesn’t mean
that those relationships didn’t end in heartbreak and hurt … but I value the
changes and the lessons more than I could have ever imagined. One relationship
taught me the importance of being the best me and striving towards perfection
in the gospel. The other relationship taught me what I deserve and that I need
to not settle. See, how can you not be grateful for those things!? </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I also love you 2011, because of the type of mom you taught
me to become. I truly realized the importance of that calling. I also realized
what a blessing it is to have Kason. I became very grateful for my entire
family this year in all honesty. Before I was always glad they were there but,
the deep level of gratitude was lacking. I think that this year, I was able to achieve
that and it makes me grateful I get to have them around forever and ever. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">I am also glad I joined the working world this year. I
absolutely love my job, my bosses, my coworkers and the children I work with.
It has been a greater blessing than I could have ever imagined. I love getting
to go to work every day and be a part of everyone’s life there. It will be a
sad day when I have to leave that place!! </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Now, I make you sound like a perfect year and as much as I
would like to say that that was the case … unfortunately, you weren’t perfect.
Like I said, I didn’t get everything I wanted, I had serious heartbreak and
hurt, I failed people and my Father in Heaven, I lost trust and confidence in myself
& I am certain there were moments I would like to just forget. There are
definitely things I am not proud of but, what kind of year would it be if we
didn’t have our ups and downs!? Next year, I will work a little harder on that
perfection thing…</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Well, 2011, I’m not sure what else to say except thank you. Thank
you for the lessons, for the blessings, for the knowledge gained, for the
people who have come and gone, for the excitement and faith that was restored
because of you. Thank you for teaching me it’s okay to fail, as long as we
resolve to do better next time. Thank you for teaching me the true value of
friends and family. Thank you for allowing me to experience the many ways my
bishop and my ward can be of help to me. Thank you for always allowing me to
have a place to live, food to eat, clothes to wear and people to tell me they
love me. Just … thank you.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">As for your buddy 2012, I have an incredibly good feeling
about him! I say bring it on, come what may and love it & well, let’s rock
and roll. I would say good riddance to you 2011 but, in all actuality, I might
miss some of the things about you! However, I will say it will be nice to roll
into a new year; new experiences, new challenges, new friends, new lessons … a
clean and fresh start on my goals and desires! I do believe the curse of “bad
years” has been ended. Or, perhaps I have just changed my attitude and
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">So, without anything further … good bye, aduei, farewell,
sayonara, so long and adios. And again, thank you. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Calibri;">Sincerely, <br />
An incredibly grateful & stronger & smarter … Me. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></span></div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-37390655765788098632011-08-14T23:44:00.000-06:002011-08-14T23:44:09.529-06:00Wow ... have I really not updated this for 3 months!? I won't have any pictures to share (because I really haven't taken many) But, I will give you a run down of the months ... <br />
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May: I turned 26. Some friends and I went to P.F. Changs for dinner (one of my favs!!) Then, Kason and I went to Arizona for Daniel and Arielle's wedding. It was a whirlwind trip but it was SO good to be in Arizona ... I miss that place. We went to the wedding the day of and then the reception that night at Arielle's parents house. Then we drove down to Sierra Vista and I got to see all my friends from there ... that was nice. We went to the Open House there Saturday night and then headed home! See? Whirlwind! But, with me having a job now, I couldn't miss a ton of work. (I got a job teaching preschool/doing daycare up at a school in Salt Lake ... I love it!) <br />
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June: Is it horrible that I don't really remember what we did in June? I pretty much worked. I started dating a boy in June ... so probably between him, Kason and work ... I didn't have time for much else! Ha! <br />
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July: July Kason and I went to Idaho with Josh (the guy I'm dating) to be with his family for the 4th of July. That was a lot of fun. Kason also went to Arizona for a few weeks to be with my mom and then also with the Haban's ... after a little car mishap in Panguitch, I was able to pass Kason off to my mom and have some free-time -- It wasn't quite what I was expecting. It was nice, but it was weird. I guess I didn't realize how much I relied on Kason. I took two weeks off work while he was gone so I had LOTS of free time ... It was nice but, I missed him a lot! It was nice to have him home! <br />
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August: Mom flew up with Kason to come to Kirsten Lambson's wedding ... she got married in the Jordan River temple on August 5th to Ryan Merrill. So, she was here for a weekend while we did wedding/family stuff. Then just this weekend Dad was here for a family reunion! So we have had lots of family time lately and I have loved it! I feel so blessed to have the family I do!<br />
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Friday will be my two-year mark of when Kameron passed away -- so crazy to think it has been two years. I feel like I am a completely different person that I was two years ago! Crazy how time flies though. I also can't believe the summer is almost over, we didn't really get to enjoy much here in Utah, it came late and hasn't stayed for very long but, school starts soon and before you know it the leaves will be changing colors! <br />
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I told you that would be a super quick update. But, life is good. I feel blessed to have what I have and I am grateful for many things in my life!! Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-3151572952697685952011-04-30T13:12:00.001-06:002011-04-30T13:13:44.773-06:00Run for it!!<div style="text-align: center;">Earlier this year I got the crazy idea to train for a race ... and the even crazier idea to make my first run a half marathon!! I found one online and got to work training ... 6 days a week at the gym made me feel like I was married to the gym!! But, on April 16, 2011, I ran my first 1/2 marathon (the Salt Lake City Half!) and I LOVED it. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I was nervous going into it because I didn't really know what to expect or how well I would be able to handle it but I figured most of it would be a mental focus thing ... so, I talked myself up, prayed incredibly hard and headed to the start line! As we started running, I'm looking around at all these people about to run 13.1 miles and I'm thinking, "we're all crazy ... all of us! what are we thinking!?!" <br />
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But, I just kept running ... about mile 6 or 7, the Pandora on my phone decided to stop working, leaving me without any music for the second half of the run. That was awesome ... About mile 8, I hit a wall and just wanted to walk! But, I had a goal to not walk AT ALL the whole run so, I just kept telling myself if I could get to mile 10, I would be totally fine! And that was the case, by mile 10 you're thinking ... I only have 3.2 miles to go, I've got this. That is until you hit mile 12 which ... is UP HILL. That was a fun surprise! Here you've been running for 12 miles and then you get to go up hill! As I was running up the hill the first runner for the full marathon passed us, that was pretty impressive and gave me a boost! <br />
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Once I made it up the hill I had a mile left and it was mostly down hill so, I just pushed it and sprinted in for the finish. Once I crossed that finish line I couldn't believe I had actually done it but, I felt SO accomplished!! I had just ran 13.1 miles ... in 2 hours and 33 minutes. How many people in their lifetime can say that!? It was quite the experience. The next couple days my knees and back and hips hurt but, after the pain went away I realized I loved the feeling of running and accomplishing challenges (like running a half marathon!!) so, I've been looking for other races (10k & 1/2's mostly) and will run a few more this summer. It's just such a good feeling and I have never felt so healthy in my life!! <br />
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I love running and it is definitely my new addiction ... not to mention great therapy, it really clears my head!! <br />
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</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-33354643481305716312011-02-23T15:55:00.000-07:002011-02-23T15:55:11.068-07:00Easy Detour?<div style="text-align: center;">Today, me and some friends took our kids to the zoo. It was "free day" and the weather was decent (mid-40s!!). We were all doing good until it was bathroom break time. Sometimes, Kason does totally fine going in the girls bathroom but other times ... he throws the biggest fit and says he HAS to go in the boys. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Well, today was the day he chose to throw a fit. I'm talking, screaming, yelling, hitting, crying ... all outside the bathroom. I told him, "Kason there is no dad here to take you in there, so either you go in the girl's bathroom or you don't go at all! I can't let you go in the boy's bathroom by yourself. I'm sorry." </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">He didn't care. The tantrum continued for a good 5 minutes before I finally had to get up, walk away and turn my back on Kason. Then, I just started bawling. I was more frustrated than anything ... I have been dealing with Kason attitude since he turned 4, and it's exhausting. But, at the same time, I also get so emotionally exhausted always saying, "there's no dad ...", "your dad isn't here ...", "yes, their dad will be there, but not yours ..."</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Nobody ever warned me that being a single (widowed) mom would be this frustrating/exhausting/draining/stressful ... So, I just stood there and cried at the zoo. My poor friends got to see a case of the "widow emotions" which more often than not, aren't very pleasant and aren't easy to turn off!!! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Finally, one of the girls just hollered into the men's bathroom and since there was nobody in there, she had Kason go in and use it. (battle lost ... but, oh well) </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Sometimes, I wonder where the detour for 'Easy Street' is ... I can't even imagine doing this with more than one kid. I would be even more a nutcase! </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-74300959182461613412011-02-11T08:30:00.001-07:002011-02-11T08:30:01.596-07:00Guess Who is 4!!?<div style="text-align: center;">This little man ... </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">And he is crazy as ever. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Sometimes I wonder if the little man can ever sit still -- then he'll come and cuddle me for 30 minutes a prove that he can. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">It's hard to believe that 4 years ago he joined our family. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I have a FOUR year old!! </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">Anyway -- Kason makes me happy, insane, inpatient, laugh, scream, smile, learn ... and so much more. Mostly, I'm just grateful he's mine and for everything he helps me through and teaches me. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-67619131456802995312011-01-31T11:22:00.001-07:002011-01-31T11:23:23.650-07:00Proud Moments ...<div style="text-align: center;">Yesterday, Kason got to do the "theme" in Primary (I still can't believe I have a Sunbeam!) so, I stuck around to watch him do that. It was super cute to watch him stand at the podium and repeat the theme. He did a great job! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Before Primary started though, I had the Primary President come up to me and told me, "Kason's teacher is so impressed with him. She said that as they talk about things, Joseph Smith, Nephi, the Prophets ... it's not new to Kason. He knows all the answers and all the stories. She's just very impressed with how smart of a boy he is. So, good job, Mom!"</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">As a single mom, most of the time not knowing what I'm doing, I <i>almost</i> stood in the Primary Room and cried! I was so proud of my little man and that he can impress the teachers. He really is a smart little boy but, it makes me proud, as his mom, to have other people tell me that. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Aside from church stuff the kid is always impressing me ... He knows all of his numbers and letters and can write his name. And the other day we were walking up to the grocery store and he sounded out "food" on the side of the building. I kind of looked at him in shock but, still very impressed that the kid just read 'food'!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">He's a stud and such a good kid ... I'm pretty much lucky to be his mom! (Even on the days that I'm ready for bed at 5:30!!) </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-61572543526995228422011-01-10T13:12:00.001-07:002011-01-10T13:13:56.873-07:00Mind your Mother!!<div style="text-align: center;">Last night we were helping a friend get moved in and Kason walked up to me and had a penny in his mouth. I told him, "If you swallow that - you're gonna die! Take it out of your mouth!" (this is a common thing around our house ...). He took it out and walked away. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I kid you not, 3 minutes later, Kason walks back up to me with PANIC on his face. I ask him what's wrong ... he says, "I swallowed it!!!" followed by panicked tears. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I had to suppress my laughter and ask him, "Where IS the penny? Is it in your throat?" </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">With tears streaming down his face he pointed to his tummy. Okay, we were good - he wasn't going to choke on it and die. I relaxed and picked him up. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">"Kason ... you're not going to die. The penny is already in your tummy. You'll be just fine. I promise."</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">He took awhile to believe me and to really understand that he wasn't going to die from swallowing a penny! I felt horrible but at the same time, I was laughing so hard about it! I never actually thought he would swallow the penny and I would be sitting there eating my words! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm hoping this puts an end to money going in that little boys mouth!! </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-84781099696594040902011-01-09T11:57:00.000-07:002011-01-09T11:57:08.490-07:00Today ...<div style="text-align: center;">I am feeling ... </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Georgia,"Times New Roman",serif; font-size: large;"><b><span style="color: #990000;">Grateful</span></b></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I sit here and read back over everything I went through in 2009 and I realize that my life was turned UPSIDE DOWN at that time. During the actual trial I don't think I realized how upside down it <i>really</i> was because, well, I was in survival mode. I did whatever it took to make it through each day, and sometimes, each hour. I read back now, and I wonder how I ever did it. How did I survive the roller coaster of the hospital? or the emotional exhaustion that came along with it? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Then I continue to read and I realize, I survived because of the blessings Heavenly Father gave me at that time ... a bed to sleep in, a wonderful son to make me smile, amazing friends to hold me up and support me, and wonderful family to guide me through everything. Yes, at the time, I was very grateful for these blessings but, now, I am even more grateful and appreciative of these blessings. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">To steal from my own facebook page ... "<span class="messageBody">when you get right down to it, each and every one of us, regardless of our current situations in life, is very, very, very blessed. Heavenly Father will never leave us with out the blessings we deserve. However, it is entirely up to US to recognize the blessings placed in front of us.</span><span data-jsid="text"> As I sit here and think about my husband passing away, or being a single mom, or struggling through certain periods of life, I realize that all along, I have had EXACTLY what I needed at that time. As I read back through what I went through<span class="text_exposed_hide">...</span><span class="text_exposed_show"> in 2009, I was INCREDIBLY blessed to have people standing by my side who love me very very much and they supported me through 6 weeks of hell in the ICU, they supported me through the death of my husband and they supported me through the aftermath of his passing. So, yes, life isn't easy, and life is challenging as HECK ... but if you EVER think that Heavenly Father leaves you stranded - you had better think again. He gives you just what you need - but do YOU recognize it?"</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show">I think that too often, we are left wondering why we're left standing alone during a trial. In reality, we need to look right in front of us and realize that we HAVE the blessings we need to make it through a difficult time. Are we too stubborn to recognize them? Are we too blind to accept that they are our blessings? Perhaps the blessings come in a way that we weren't expecting and we let them pass us by without acknowledgment. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show">Yes, life is challenging. Life is HARD. Life is exhausting. But, look around you and realize that there is SO much to be grateful for. It can all be taken away from you in a split second, so why not live for today ... enjoy this very moment ... recognize the good around you ... be grateful for what you have, regardless of whether is easy or hard ... and thank our Heavenly Father for the life he has given you. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show"><br />
</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show">Life is short, why not make the best of it.</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show">Be grateful. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show">Be happy. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span data-jsid="text"><span class="text_exposed_show">Recognize your blessings. </span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><span class="messageBody"></span><br />
<div style="text-align: center;"></div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-48761549028797379292011-01-01T09:25:00.001-07:002011-01-01T09:25:00.696-07:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-W0TPc3J2fxwJJV2wbswg7oI2o5OMcaTZAZw3q3RLX9OicFh3LMMBNgsCWmHo4gHnV2ydQ6sChb6lk1NqWiNGBKHviCw_6CUuV395dtozKlJHPD8Zyk8Or33JU2yPCfpS0fiF-l1X7dA/s1600/2010.Collage.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="400" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg-W0TPc3J2fxwJJV2wbswg7oI2o5OMcaTZAZw3q3RLX9OicFh3LMMBNgsCWmHo4gHnV2ydQ6sChb6lk1NqWiNGBKHviCw_6CUuV395dtozKlJHPD8Zyk8Or33JU2yPCfpS0fiF-l1X7dA/s640/2010.Collage.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><span style="font-size: xx-small;">(collage can be clicked on to be seen larger ...) </span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"> <span style="font-size: x-small;">Kason turned 3 ... Michael Buble concert ... Brian Regan ... Cabo cruise ... made lots of new friends ... hiked all over Utah ... trip to Arizona in May ... BYU vs. Utah game ... Denver trip ... Lupus walk ... 4th of July ... day at Lagoon ... Davies family reunion ... drive-in movies ... viper races ... trip to California and Sea World ... trip to Arizona ... YEAR MARK ... Halloween ... meeting Neon Trees ... Nickelback concert ... Temple Christmas lights ... meeting the Grinch ... and so so so much more that made our year full of fun and new experiences! </span></span></span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: black;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><span style="color: #38761d; font-size: large;">Welcome 2011! </span></span></span></span></div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-8621925704938536492010-12-31T01:48:00.001-07:002010-12-31T01:51:07.717-07:00Dear 2010,<div class="MsoNormal">Have you ever heard the saying that bad things come in three’s? I have heard it time and time again, and in all honesty, I’m hoping that it’s true. Because the last three years, have been some of the hardest of my life, and if that statement holds true, then this past year SHOULD be the last of my challenging years. That’s not to say I won’t still have hard times, but it seems as if I have been on an insane roller coaster since the beginning of 2008 and well, guess what? I am SO ready to get off that roller coaster. I’m ready for solid ground, for things to make sense and to not feel dizzy all the time.<br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal"></div><div class="MsoNormal">I remember at the beginning of 2010 I was so excited for what was to come. I thought I would learn and grow a lot during this year. I was ready for new changes in life, meeting new people, working towards the type of person I knew I wanted to be. But, as I look back over 2010, I’m not proud. Yes, I have proud moments … but, for the most part, I’m not happy with how I handled you, 2010. <br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">During this year, I messed up a lot. I made choices I was not proud of at all. Unfortunately, given the chance, I would probably make those same mistakes. Have I not learned the things you have tried to teach me, 2010? I have realized how stubborn I really am and it worries me that lessons will need to be attempted multiple times before I truly realize the importance of them. There are times over the past 12 months that I am embarrassed of the type of mother I was, or in reality, the lack thereof. It has only been in the last few months of this year that I have truly come to love and appreciate the blessing my son is in my life. I am also embarrassed to look back and see the type of friend I was. I made new friends, lost friends, became best friends and destroyed friendships. At the same time, I know I would not have made it through the past year without my loyal friends by my side. I have lost touch with the gospel and reconnected with it, as I realized how hard life was without it. I have failed many people, hopefully helped some people and unfortunately, fallen short in my expectations for myself. <br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">Over the past 12 months, I have fallen in love, I have fallen out of love, I have watched as friends have fallen in love and gotten married, I have dated some serious weirdos, I have learned from my relationships, I have realized how important it is to date GOOD men, I have understood the importance of having the Spirit with me at ALL times during ALL situations, I have understood the need to have wonderful, faithful friends. One of the most challenging parts of 2010, is the loneliness I had to endure. There were nights where I would sit at home, and cry because of the pain of being alone. There were other nights where I would sit at home and stew in frustration over being a single mom. Things have not been easy and realizing the reality of my new life, has been a challenge for me. <br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">I do not want you to think that you were all bad … I had some amazing vacations, some amazing memories, made some INCREDIBLE friends and met some wonderful people. I reached one of my biggest accomplishments this year, it may seem futile to you, but I hit the “year mark” of being a widow. I was so afraid of that date, but when I reached it, I knew I had done everything alone, once. Holidays, birthdays, anniversaries – I had done them all. I was so proud. I was able to do some serious self-analysis this year, all in good ways, it helped me learn and grow and realize what I needed to change about myself to become a better person. Some of the people I have met this year, have helped shape and mold me into who I know I need to be. I am grateful for that. I am thankful to live near family. I am so glad that I live in Utah, surrounded by some of the best people I know, while at the same time, feeling homesick for Arizona where another group of amazing people live. I have felt so much love and support this year, regardless of my current situation. <br />
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</div><div class="MsoNormal">So … yes, 2010, you were rough and you sure made me learn some lessons in very challenging ways! But, without you, I would not be looking back over the past year giving myself a pep-talk that I WILL do better in 2011. I will learn the lessons I need to learn, I will do it with my head held high and I will make 2011 a happier year, a year filled with better accomplishments, more pride, and greater personal fulfillment. I want to be able to stand here, 365 days from now and be completely proud of myself. That is what you taught me 2010 … it does not matter what you have done in the past, the best thing you can do for yourself is learn from your past and then look forward and make your future better than your past. Thank you for that lesson, 2010. Now, with all due respect, good riddance to you and may the promise of the ‘bad things in 3’s’ be true!! </div><div class="MsoNormal"><br />
</div><div class="MsoNormal">Sincerely, </div><div class="MsoNormal">Older-Wiser-More Determined … Me! </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-38393222649072202632010-09-20T01:16:00.000-06:002010-09-20T01:16:55.141-06:00Life is Tiring ... no, EXHAUSTING.<div style="text-align: center;">Remember when this blog used to be fun and I would post pictures and all sorts of cool things we were doing? Man, those days sure seem to be long gone. Kason and I still do those things ... I just don't make the time to post about them. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Now it seems that this blog is turning into a journal of my thoughts, things I'm going through, the life I'M living. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">And tonight? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm missing Kameron.<br />
I've been missing him bad for the last 4 days. I haven't cried this much in months. In fact, I've cried everyday, at the drop of a hat, since Thursday. And I'm not sure why. What makes right now different? What makes these past four days harder than the ones before? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I haven't the slightest idea. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm trying to figure it out, sort out my emotions, determine <i>why</i> I'm feeling this way. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I feel SO alone. I haven't felt this alone since the few weeks following his death. I have these urges to constantly be talking to someone just so I won't feel alone. Any opportunity I have to be with people, I'm there, because I can't stand to be alone. I won't drop Kason off anywhere, if I can avoid it, because I need him with me. But at the same time, I feel like I've been a horrible mom to him for no reason at all. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tonight, as I read through my blog posts of a year ago, of the weeks leading up to Kam's death and the weeks following his death. The posts of the things I wish I had done differently and the things I love about Kameron ... I sat here and cried. Then I thought to myself: "Will I ever be able to find someone who loved me as much as Kameron?" </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">That ... is why I'm feeling this way. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I am tired of being alone. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired of being a single mom and doing it all by myself.<br />
I'm tired of worrying about things alone. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired of not having someone to watch my sports games with or my tv shows with.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired of not having someone to cuddle up with me on the couch. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired of not having someone to cook for. </div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired of coming home to an empty house and waking up in an empty house.</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired of not having that "constant". </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm tired ... no, I'm exhausted by it all. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">As I was sitting here tonight crying and thinking about all of this and trying to figure out how I'm supposed to work through this, my thoughts turned to Primary today. Sister Thurgood talked about prayer. I remembered her saying how no matter what our prayers are heard and answered and no matter when or where we could pray. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've heard that since before I was in nursery, I'm sure. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I've been told the same principle over and over and over again for the last 25 years. And yet, sometimes, the principle falls from my grasp and I forget about it. I forget how simple it is to ASK for help. Sure, I pray all day about the things I'm grateful for but sometimes, it takes a LOT to humble ourselves enough to ASK for help. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Why is this such a challenging thing for me?! Why can't I just get on my knees, ask for help and then follow through by doing my part? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">I think part of it ... is lack of faith. I fear what my answers to things will be. And because I'm fearing them ... I am not having enough faith. Another part of it? Is sometimes I don't feel worthy enough to be praying to Him.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Silly, silly, girl! How can I think that?! I forget what He did for us. I forget that He promised He would always be there for us, regardless of our lives and our situations and our "unworthiness".... </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">He doesn't ever walk away. <br />
WE are the ones that walk away, turn the lights off and close the door. </div><div style="text-align: center;">WE make the decision to do that. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Never, ever, is it Him. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">And up until tonight? I had been the one who betrayed Him. Who walked away from Him and had forgotten the support He is.</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">So, yes I am exhausted by being alone and doing this all alone. But at the same time ... am I really alone? Of course not ... and I need to be a million times better about remembering that. I don't ever have to worry about being alone ... I just need to worry about remembering promises I've been given. And I need to be willing to never give up. By doing that, the only one who has won is Satan. </div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">May tomorrow be better than today.</div><div style="text-align: center;">May we always remember what has been promised us.</div><div style="text-align: center;">May we live up to our expectations from Him.</div><div style="text-align: center;">And may we always do our personal best! </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">: ) </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com12tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-80470111177367524672010-06-24T23:33:00.000-06:002010-06-24T23:33:58.543-06:006 years ago ...<div style="text-align: center;">tonight I was eating Bahama Bucks in Mesa, Arizona with Kameron, Mason and my bridesmaids. I was giggling with my girls about the fact that I was getting married in the morning. I was worried about getting married. I couldn't believe it was actually happening. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Tomorrow is our 6th anniversary. And never in a million-trillion years would I have imagined that I would be spending my 6th wedding anniversary as a single mom and with my hubby in heaven. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Never. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">But, I'm doing it. And it's going to come whether I want it to or not. I thought it might be an okay day, but tonight I'm getting emotional about it. I don't want to do it alone. I don't want to face the emotions without someone by my side. And right now, I don't have anyone lined up. And that scares me. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">(I lied ... I did have someone lined up but they got called into work for tomorrow. perfect)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">So, I'm sitting here, watching Cold Case, which is a show that Kameron and I loved to watch together and I'm thinking about my life. I never would have chosen this for me. And it doesn't seem fair that I had to research headstones today. I wouldn't have expected to be strong enough to go through something like this. </div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">Life isn't fair sometimes. We are dealt things that seem too extreme to handle. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">But, you know what? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">It's always going to be better in the end. We may have rough days (anniversary's alone, year marks, whatever they may be) but, the next day, or maybe the day after that, will be better. It's up to US to find the sunshine in our days. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">So, yes tomorrow is my 6th anniversary. And yes, I am having to do it somewhat alone. But, when I look at who I am now, I'm glad I'm doing this anniversary alone. Heavenly Father needs me to do this anniversary alone and He needs me to become someone. I can't become that someone without going through the trials that have been laid out for me in my life. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Honestly ... I hope I survive tomorrow. I'm sure I will but, not without some tears shed. It's weird looking back over the past 6 years and seeing how things have changed. How <b>I</b> have changed. I have the coolest little boy that I am so grateful for that I wouldn't have gotten had I not chosen to get married 6 years ago. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">My life is hard. But, when I sit down and really think about it ... I'm incredibly blessed and I love my life. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">So, here's to 6 years of being married and for 10 months of being single. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">How's that for a weird sentence? </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">I really do have every intention of getting this blog up to date ... it's just so time consuming and I don't make the time to do it. Soon, I hope. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Also, thanks for letting me just get that out. It was very much needed. </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com26tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-54304183589096157762010-05-23T14:04:00.002-06:002010-05-23T14:09:50.549-06:00Grateful ...Today, I almost didn't go to church. I was dragging my feet in getting ready. I was hoping my son would sleep in really late so I would have an excuse to not go. I was tired, I wasn't in the mood to wrangle a 3 year old during sacrament & I was just wishing I could have a lazy day at home. But, I grudgingly got ready for church, Kason woke up in time to get to church and off we went. Albeit, we were late to Sacrament but, at least we were there. <br />
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Once Sunday School started Sister Schofield said we would be talking about how to prepare our homes and families for returning to the Lord. I thought, "I LOVE lessons like this - learning from the Israelites how <b>I</b> can be a better person." It really made me think about what I need to do in my home, or improve in my home so that the Spirit <i>really</i> can reside there. And it made me question how I'm living my life ... <i>Am I really centering my life around Christ? Or could I be doing better?</i> I've been wondering for a little while if I need to find a new circle of friends. I love my friends but, some of them have some qualities that I just don't enjoy being around. I always get uncomfortable when certain topics, they enjoy talking about, come up. I now know what it's like to be the girl in those Young Women stories they always tell ... the little Molly Mormon in an uncomfortable situation. And I'm ashamed to say, that I haven't always reacted the way that I should. And I hate that I've done that ... but after today's lesson ~ I have a new resolve to be the person I know that I really am and not conform to what society wants or what my group of friends want. <br />
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As Relief Society sisters started filing in for class, a girl named Jen came and sat next to me. Her husband was just diagnosed with MS in December and they have been having a REALLY rough go with it. His health is declining quickly and she is having to pick up all the slack for their family. As I learned of what she was going through I couldn't help but relate to what she is dealing with. My heart breaks for her and I completely empathize with her life struggles right now. I had been kind of distant from her because I just didn't know what to say. I had so much going on inside my head that I wanted to come out but, I didn't know how to say it. She had been on my mind so much these past few days and every time I drove passed her house I thought, <i>I really need to check on her</i>. And I had yet to do anything about those promptings. <br />
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Well, the Relief Society lesson today was on service & our stewardship. I was constantly being reminded of the sweet acts of service that had been done for me over the past few years. And I shared a quote that has become one of my motto's in life: "Those with true love, have windows in their lives, not mirrors." (President Brent L. Top) ... and I love that because as we focus on other outside of our home, everything else falls into place. We have more time for our lives and more time to focus on the important things. <br />
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Well, after the lesson I leaned over the Jen and I said, "I'm not just saying this because of the lesson we just had...but, I want to check on you. I have been thinking about you so much this past week and what your going through and it all just sucks. There's no other way to put it. And if you ever EVER need anything ... PLEASE don't hesitate to call me."<br />
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She looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "Thank you." She had this look in her eyes that I remember seeing SO many times in my own reflection. Desperate for help, exhausted from the trials, frustrated with the path. I knew it all too well. <br />
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I turned to her and with tears in my eyes told her that I can understand the trials. I can empathize with the trials in her life. I wanted her to know that I was there for her, regardless of when it was. We sat and both cried. As I hugged her she whispered in my ear ... "Thank you <i>so</i> much." And right then, I hoped and prayed that she could feel of my love for her. No daughter of God should EVER have to feel alone and lost during a trial and I, again, hope and pray that she never has those feelings. I wanted her to know that I was there, I understood and I get that it sucks dealing with a grouchy husband and a complete lifestyle change. <br />
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As I walked out of church today I felt amazing. I felt as if all life's drama was gone, I felt as if I had no trials, no worries, no struggles. I was incredibly grateful I decided to roll out of bed today. I was reminded that the Lord is watching out for me and sending me subtle hints on how to improve my self and my life. He wants me to succeed, He wants me to be shaped and molded in to a certain person and He is willing to be patient and understanding as I figure that out. I am so grateful for the blessing of promptings and guidance as I live my life. I am SO incredibly grateful that I have been blessed with the Gift of the Holy Ghost to guide me down the straight and narrow and to direct back to that path as I sometimes wander off. <br />
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Today, I am especially grateful that I decided to go to Relief Society. That I choose to sit where I did and that Jen decided to sit next to me. I am grateful I got the courage to talk to her and say what had really been on my mind and just let her know that I am there for her. My institute teacher said on multiple occasions: Nothing is ever a coincidence. Everything in life happens for a reason. And I truly believe that. Every aspect of our lives are guided and directed by our Heavenly Father. And I am eternally grateful for that because you know what? I wouldn't want ANYONE else guiding my life. As I turn my life to Him, I will be given the best opportunities for growth, the best chances at learning and the most amazing experiences in life. It's all a matter of choice and if we choose to turn our lives to our Heavenly Father and say to Him, "make me who YOU need me to be." ... we will become incredible people and you will be able to see His hand in your life each day. All you have to do is look for it.Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-55442389300302679082010-04-05T17:14:00.000-06:002010-04-05T17:14:04.600-06:00This is what I'm excited about ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.barry-sports.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/04/diamondbacks-pitcher.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="218" src="http://www.barry-sports.com/wp-content/uploads/2008/04/diamondbacks-pitcher.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Today is OPENING DAY for Major League Baseball. <br />
I'm sporting my Diamondbacks Sedona Red ... and I'm so excited. <br />
I absolutely love baseball and I think I love it even more this year because Kameron was such a big fan (hmmm...maybe it will do the Dbacks good to have a huge fan on the other side to help 'em out.)<br />
It is SO much fun to have baseball on my tv again. I honestly have been in the best mood today because it's the first game of the season. It's also making me somewhat homesick to be in Arizona. But, I'll get to atleast a few games this season so I can look forward to that. I'm just thrilled it's baseball season. <br />
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On Saturday ... I'm going on a cruise. I cannot WAIT.<br />
Me and my good friend, April, are going together. <br />
We are leaving from San Diego and will be going to Cabo San Lucas, Mexico. <br />
I'm really super excited. I'm a little nervous because honestly, the ocean scares me. <br />
BUT - I am excited to just relax and have fun for 5 days. I cannot WAIT! In Cabo we will do a city tour (and shopping and yummy food) and then the next day we're doing ziplining and repelling. I've got SO much work to do to get ready but Saturday can't come soon enough!</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
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Summer. Enough said.</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-13516130086856326292010-03-31T11:13:00.000-06:002010-03-31T11:13:07.814-06:00Walk for Lupus<div style="text-align: center;">Can I advertise for just a moment?<br />
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Great.<br />
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On May 1, 2010 - we will be participating in the Walk for Lupus in Salt Lake City. We will be walking in memory of my husband. <br />
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Registration is just $35. You get goodies. <br />
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I would LOVE to have as many people that are able, join us for the walk on May 1. I think it would be awesome to have a huge group. <br />
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Now, if you don't live in Utah, you can still be part of our team as a "virtual walker". You still get goodies. <br />
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Then ... if you don't want the goodies - you can just donate. <br />
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Here's the info ...<br />
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You can donate AND join the team all from <a href="http://www.firstgiving.com/jamilynhaban">THIS LINK</a><br />
(please let me know if you have any questions)<br />
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Thank you in advance. I really appreciate all the love & support!</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-33657444589678400462010-03-30T13:48:00.000-06:002010-03-30T13:48:00.336-06:00Cougs vs. Utes<div style="text-align: center;">I got an email about the BYU vs. Utah basketball game and I really wanted to go! So, I texted my cousin Kirsti (who goes to BYU) and asked her if she wanted to go with me. Of course she said yes and I bought tickets for her to go with me and Kason. <br />
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It was a really fun night. I was a little nervous about wearing my Cougar blue on Utah Campus but we survived without any harm caused. The best part is that BYU beat Utah by 20 points in that game! It was awesome ... I love rivalries!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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Kason, Me & Kirsti</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizkj6MvNyfHBfvFsiH7mzspXnSSWUAkfaJRWVz80Zwcut6EBAHFDyXlsk_VCh9A4CaLnU06Z-QqKNf6nWZwPkBcloHAhly3r6HrC9y_pFEnakqaAR2UT2Kl_KvQTHJ8c_fQG9sKt4XjPE/s1600-h/3.3.10_Group.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEizkj6MvNyfHBfvFsiH7mzspXnSSWUAkfaJRWVz80Zwcut6EBAHFDyXlsk_VCh9A4CaLnU06Z-QqKNf6nWZwPkBcloHAhly3r6HrC9y_pFEnakqaAR2UT2Kl_KvQTHJ8c_fQG9sKt4XjPE/s640/3.3.10_Group.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Me and Kason</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjewD_n6g1WJ5UgoK-qLzCdepUYumuHSUK08dMVsPdU1tNkFmo_GYB0nF3gbH1nJrwDtdW_LX-ao-1djk6hahKA8tvhKKYvuotBIe8b6wD9sTSqnYgD7RjoAiNHKAXMUFzeVcSgWSNEKr8/s1600-h/3.3.10_Kason.Mom.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjewD_n6g1WJ5UgoK-qLzCdepUYumuHSUK08dMVsPdU1tNkFmo_GYB0nF3gbH1nJrwDtdW_LX-ao-1djk6hahKA8tvhKKYvuotBIe8b6wD9sTSqnYgD7RjoAiNHKAXMUFzeVcSgWSNEKr8/s640/3.3.10_Kason.Mom.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Kason with Kirsti:</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6r1yaFCUCD10zx72rOjkaq9g5rEVVuXwo5fhXRXzp3m5L0oownA3tHU2yisOhMSa6m9OpSCkPm0Lxsk7FnuZP9baytqGJFWMq5ML0ng6yD4ne5-KK1T2rVfk8pACQ3RXftErVcLGjETw/s1600-h/3.3.10_Kirsti.kason.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi6r1yaFCUCD10zx72rOjkaq9g5rEVVuXwo5fhXRXzp3m5L0oownA3tHU2yisOhMSa6m9OpSCkPm0Lxsk7FnuZP9baytqGJFWMq5ML0ng6yD4ne5-KK1T2rVfk8pACQ3RXftErVcLGjETw/s640/3.3.10_Kirsti.kason.jpg" width="480" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Kason enjoying the game. He was so funny ... he would cheer so loud for the Cougars. He loved it.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMpFDCvlOXZ_5TF9b1SXgZPta0tUug1wuBpXv9fhRWJ-PeekBeUb1-6ouAPnW_AAX0mPSwGlei1cvDiylZ1EkDzwFbmpGg7tHQIGqkhrY51Fphyvx_wqAHGRmj9T8j53HtEl90w8GROvk/s1600-h/3.3.10_Kason.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhMpFDCvlOXZ_5TF9b1SXgZPta0tUug1wuBpXv9fhRWJ-PeekBeUb1-6ouAPnW_AAX0mPSwGlei1cvDiylZ1EkDzwFbmpGg7tHQIGqkhrY51Fphyvx_wqAHGRmj9T8j53HtEl90w8GROvk/s640/3.3.10_Kason.jpg" width="480" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
Great final score ...<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4NqU5Do5Wy9R_7GyDIN7dfEDrO6z56zadVpsksobA23Yntwy8naV3jgvS76Ii3cGPGSbH49ub8nIh5BRfxcX-rthyphenhyphenIM_DbSBIH4O2K093Ckf1XO-6f3GfWrF_BOXzXzWMVqihFZ-QlFE/s1600-h/3.3.10_Scoreboard.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4NqU5Do5Wy9R_7GyDIN7dfEDrO6z56zadVpsksobA23Yntwy8naV3jgvS76Ii3cGPGSbH49ub8nIh5BRfxcX-rthyphenhyphenIM_DbSBIH4O2K093Ckf1XO-6f3GfWrF_BOXzXzWMVqihFZ-QlFE/s640/3.3.10_Scoreboard.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-83217955428044904592010-03-29T13:35:00.000-06:002010-03-29T13:35:00.410-06:00Hiking ...<div style="text-align: center;">There was one Saturday where the weather was pretty decent and I was wanting to just get out of the house. As soon as Kason woke up from him nap we headed out to find a place to hike. I decided to start at the base of a mountain pretty close to our house. Kason was in a horrible mood and he didn't want anything to do with hiking so I ended up carrying him most of the way but, it was still fun. It was such a beautiful view up there. And it was nice to get out of the house and do something active. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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This was his attitude uh ... pretty much the whole time:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-49920592278431572392010-03-28T14:58:00.001-06:002010-03-28T14:59:48.580-06:00So proud ...<div style="text-align: center;">I love little conversations I have with Kason. They just make me so happy and proud of him! Today as we were walking out of church I asked Kason, "Did you have fun in nursery?"<br />
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"Yep!"<br />
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"What did you guys talk about today?"<br />
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"We talked about Jesus." (this is usually the answer I get every week)<br />
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"Oh really? What else did you learn about?"<br />
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"That the lady was sad."<br />
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"And why was the lady sad?"<br />
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"Because Jesus died."<br />
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"And then what happened after he died?"<br />
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"He came alive again Mom!" And he was SO excited about that!<br />
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Ohhh, I love that boy so much. I am amazed at how quickly he learns, and remembers, the things that are taught to him. He is an amazing kid and I am blessed to have him and call him my own. I hope I do a good enough job raising him, that our Heavenly Father will be proud of my work and service as a mother. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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On another Spiritual note, just a little something I've been wanting to share ... a few weeks back Kason and I went to Salt Lake and went to temple square with a group of friends. We had walked around the grounds for a little while and then we ended up in the Joseph Smith Memorial Building. We were all kind of standing around visiting, letting people who had never been there before explore. I had a moment where I didn't have Kason following me around and I walked over to the statue of the Prophet Joseph Smith. <i> </i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i>(For those non-members of the Latter-Day Saint faith, Joseph Smith is the first prophet of these times. He is the prophet who restored the gospel on the earth and translated the Book of Mormon. He is a very influential person in our church and there is much to be learned from him and from the type of person he was.)</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"> I walk up to this statue and I am hit with this knowledge and this truth that Joseph Smith truly was, and continues to be, a prophet of the Lord. I knew at that moment without a doubt in my mind that Joseph Smith was an amazing man and he was put on this earth on the Lord's errand. Joseph Smith fulfilled that and we are able to learn from him. I stood there and I looked at this statue thinking ... <i>What a perfect symbol of Joseph Smith. This is a tall, strong statue and it puts off a sense of pride and power and knowledge. Those are all things I think of when I think of Joseph Smith. He is such an important piece of our church's history and I think that they did so right in building such a strong statue - built of solid stone. </i>I was so amazed that I could have such a strong witness of a man while standing in front of a statue representing him. Since that night I have had a stronger love for Joseph Smith and a stronger understanding of what he did for our church and the sacrifices he made, day in and day out. <br />
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I am a member of the most amazing church and I am grateful for the blessings because of it. <br />
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One night we went into Boise and went to the mall and we saw this super sweet car. We just had to get a picture by it!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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And we got to meet up with a girl I'd only been friends with online. We used to be in a Mormon Moms group online and had become really good friends from that. So, when I knew I was going to be like 15 minutes from her - I HAD to jump at the chance to meet her!! She is so cute and amazing and has since had that cute lil baby in her tummy!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kason and her little girl having a blast. They played so good together!!</div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_-GXeHAKdHCw/S6kWBEzKotI/AAAAAAAABCs/1mesybsJmIk/s1600-h/2.19.10_Kas.Ellie.3.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_-GXeHAKdHCw/S6kWBEzKotI/AAAAAAAABCs/1mesybsJmIk/s640/2.19.10_Kas.Ellie.3.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> </div><div style="text-align: center;">Football in the mall ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kason was so mad when I told him they were leaving ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">The kiddos (probably the best shot of them all...)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Us with the Ponds:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-48447297580370272182010-03-27T13:04:00.000-06:002010-03-27T13:04:00.322-06:00Kason's Boys<div style="text-align: center;">We have some good friends here, the Ostler's, that we do a lot of stuff with. Kason gets along great with the boys (and he calls them, "my boys") and me and Kristin have tons of fun together. I'm grateful to have found such great friends here. <br />
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Back in February we went to the circus with them and we also went to a Valentine's thing at the college where the kids got to decorate cookies and make Valentine's cards. I love living here where there are ALWAYS things going on!<br />
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At the Circus:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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Valentine's Day:<br />
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Cookies! </div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-fhgMrWrnbqsQ5iM-Qo2BhqOiXrKcRvsZQJhzY6gYqC5NISSxo_xIZjDrjvu9CULc61m4vcW5nRfK1zJq04XFV203L3cNwGDMn3D8LVYe_nth67_r7Nhued6FQzHD-wHE11sSZv36i_o/s1600-h/2.8.10_Boys.Cookies.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="640" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj-fhgMrWrnbqsQ5iM-Qo2BhqOiXrKcRvsZQJhzY6gYqC5NISSxo_xIZjDrjvu9CULc61m4vcW5nRfK1zJq04XFV203L3cNwGDMn3D8LVYe_nth67_r7Nhued6FQzHD-wHE11sSZv36i_o/s640/2.8.10_Boys.Cookies.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibXvyhK9nJpcgm9hSsqNs7it9wWMhIwJyiHj0sqi_32le8Sr0MsmZ29hpw3k6h1N8aqlnlWOVSCm5T5bWpEhBrSg3Qq69Zs6DTX3P3DkRA8Nln36xmQjhqbheF0x1DH-nvoJZjPhSDWyo/s1600-h/2.8.10_Kas.Cookie.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEibXvyhK9nJpcgm9hSsqNs7it9wWMhIwJyiHj0sqi_32le8Sr0MsmZ29hpw3k6h1N8aqlnlWOVSCm5T5bWpEhBrSg3Qq69Zs6DTX3P3DkRA8Nln36xmQjhqbheF0x1DH-nvoJZjPhSDWyo/s640/2.8.10_Kas.Cookie.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Yum ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0UBsHa2bEvgDTKlVwufBMttbKZkErWZ4_7uDGGaHtR8ELWdgw4eISayj8q6zAJQ9HXuZSPhQFgvcwdyPH2SZrkO5ozjugSZE7WFeeFUs8xZSYJbyq49WYrIavjwr6z6oMWSwiN5Jtqjw/s1600-h/2.8.10_Kas.Cookie.2.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0UBsHa2bEvgDTKlVwufBMttbKZkErWZ4_7uDGGaHtR8ELWdgw4eISayj8q6zAJQ9HXuZSPhQFgvcwdyPH2SZrkO5ozjugSZE7WFeeFUs8xZSYJbyq49WYrIavjwr6z6oMWSwiN5Jtqjw/s640/2.8.10_Kas.Cookie.2.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Craft time ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi71ob-k9rSVy_Fmp9vxtUuu2B_Zp3zegL3pJuPdHLUPMQuN-gprd51c0m0D7YQW6kAgSBEIoznlJUkpQTIOZqw5igyfB8L5rOIthUY_IHxf-behQ0tXrG1j8vY0rKz5GKlNjoim-h9taw/s1600-h/2.8.10_Boys.Craft.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi71ob-k9rSVy_Fmp9vxtUuu2B_Zp3zegL3pJuPdHLUPMQuN-gprd51c0m0D7YQW6kAgSBEIoznlJUkpQTIOZqw5igyfB8L5rOIthUY_IHxf-behQ0tXrG1j8vY0rKz5GKlNjoim-h9taw/s640/2.8.10_Boys.Craft.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Playing with Camden ... </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_-GXeHAKdHCw/S6kSphtb4_I/AAAAAAAABCE/U0GqxpnAXOs/s1600-h/2.8.10_Boys.Playing.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="468" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_-GXeHAKdHCw/S6kSphtb4_I/AAAAAAAABCE/U0GqxpnAXOs/s640/2.8.10_Boys.Playing.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-14210470748182899082010-03-26T12:49:00.000-06:002010-03-26T12:49:00.245-06:00Kason's Birthday!!<div style="text-align: center;">Kason turned 3 on February 11. For his birthday we went to Pirate Island for a YUMMY dinner with friends and cousin Kirsti. It was a lot of fun. Pirate Island is a restaurant kind of like Chuck-e-Cheese but it's way cooler. We love it. The food is delicious and the kids stay entertained the whole time! And Kason got a dish of ice cream and a pirate happy birthday. We got a box of some of the most delicious cupcakes EVER ... it was an awesome night. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
The birthday boy ... I still can't believe he is 3!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">The boys playing ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">He shoots ... he SCORES</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div><div style="text-align: center;">Kason's boys ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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Me and the birthday boy:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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This is the whole group ... with our pirate waiter:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-77815511599481653542010-03-25T12:31:00.001-06:002010-03-25T12:31:00.593-06:00AZ in UT!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;">Back in January the Phoenix Suns were playing the Utah Jazz. I HAD to go! Me and my friend April bought tickets and I ended up taking a date while she brought her cousin. We had a BLAST. It was so fun to be a Suns fan in the Jazz arena. The Suns ended up losing but, it was still worth it. </div><div style="text-align: center;"></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
Warm-ups:</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHcD8wWjhC1Kzf-UfcF_gMybKo-4W_aMG5eWM-Xf6OWj2k8zunOTlJ6TKbapYbZ-UVK7FndiI1y9oxzo6BGZ6Xxioo4qnTEQMHYVaLs0GGVVt4dnU4thYQJxAigrQSqL_CL8-ih7PnEWs/s1600-h/1.25.10_Suns.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="480" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgHcD8wWjhC1Kzf-UfcF_gMybKo-4W_aMG5eWM-Xf6OWj2k8zunOTlJ6TKbapYbZ-UVK7FndiI1y9oxzo6BGZ6Xxioo4qnTEQMHYVaLs0GGVVt4dnU4thYQJxAigrQSqL_CL8-ih7PnEWs/s640/1.25.10_Suns.jpg" width="640" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
This is when they were still winning:<br />
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The Girls, (Me, April, Joy):<br />
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April & Joy:<br />
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With my date ... a HUGE Jazz fan ...</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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And ... since the Suns lost - I had to wear a Jazz jersey. I felt like a traitor. But it was fun. Jazz fans walking by were loving it. Suns fans walking past were booing & the walk of shame through the halls of the arena was embarrassing. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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I couldn't do it for long ... I had to show my love for the Suns:</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
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It was a blast. We had a really fun night and woke up with no voices the next morning. <br />
</div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5043937129051979490.post-67272342745626528542010-03-25T00:39:00.001-06:002010-03-25T00:44:34.434-06:00Ramblings ...<div style="text-align: center;">Life is good. </div><br />
<div style="text-align: center;">It really is. I am incredibly happy and have found so much joy in my new life. <br />
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Kason has been awesome lately. Just a really amazing kid. There was one day earlier this week where I was dead to the world sick. I honestly laid on the couch all day and slept. Kason totally took care of himself. He found food to eat, got juice/milk for himself, got dressed for the day, entertained himself, and picked up his toys when he was done, all the while checking on me and seeing if I needed anything. It was awesome. He's little Mr. Independent and so sweet. I am getting excited for him to start preschool - he is going to love it. He is so good at making friends that it will be fun to see him in that setting. </div><div style="text-align: center;"><br />
I am doing good. Trying to prioritize my life and realize what really is important. <br />
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I am thinking about changing my major. I was doing Elementary Education but the more and more I got into that major - I realized how demanding of a course it really is and how demanding and stressful of a career it is. Working 90 hours a week and only getting paid for 30 (ok ... maybe that's exaggerating) but still! I just honestly don't know if I'm cut out for that. SO ... I have really been enjoying my Health Education class and I've been looking at the Community Health Education major and I am really intrigued by it. I need to meet with the adviser and figure things out for that major. I got excited today when I checked online and realized I'm a Junior in college because of how many credits I have ... that's cool. <br />
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I've also been looking in to working for a company called CIEE. They place foreign exchange students with host families. The pay is good and the perks are exciting (free trips!) - the work is all done on my time. There are things that can make it stressful at times but, I am thinking it would be a good way to really build my savings and have that added cushion that I want. School is getting expensive since I'm still considered out-of-state. Anyways ... I met with the Regional Director tonight and got to talk about it. It's a good opportunity - just not something I know if I can handle with everything else going on. I don't want to overfill my plate and not be able to give 100% to everything. <br />
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I was given another calling at church. So, now I'm on the Activities Committee AND the Relief Society Activity Committee. It's fun but, BUSY. Especially when an activity for both things falls in the same month. Things always get done but, it can get stressful for a bit! <br />
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I can't believe it's almost April - it seems like I was just dreading February and now we're getting ready to start April. Weird. Time goes so fast lately. I am slowly inching towards my 25th birthday and I am dreading it. I don't want to get older. Maybe part of it is really the fact that I don't want to spend it alone. Once May hits it's going to be a hard few months; my birthday (may), our anniversary (june), Kam's birthday (july), and the one year mark (august). WOW ... can you believe I'm on THAT end of the year? weird. <br />
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Anyways ... we really are doing well. People ask how I <i>really</i> am doing and I can honestly say I am incredibly happy and filled with joy. It's a true joy that I have learned is not always an easy thing to have. I still have my days where things are difficult and anything can trigger the rough times but, for the most part ... </div><div style="text-align: center;">Life is good. </div>Our Ohanahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09558128178113250584noreply@blogger.com1